Last night's wedding. I just don't feel, uh good for them. First time though feeling like this for wedding. They do make a cute couple. All the tuxedo, petite bride's white dress, and the wedding in garden concept. They, in fact make me felt jealous of them. Maybe it just me but the groom kept making a straight face. He seems not to care about his wedding making the bride looks like she enjoys it by herself. Making their way for the special dinner, I can see the bride intertwined closely her finger with the groom's but the groom didn't fully grasp her hands. Maybe it just me who felt it. But then I thought of someone. A girl that my aunt told us. One girl that happened falling hard for him. Loving him so much that she hurt badly. My heart suddenly hurt. It just that I can feel the girl's feeling for the night. Someone she loved had become someone else'. Excruciating in pain? I don't know, but it definitely something not nice to feel. It's weird actually that until now I felt my heart clenching. Maybe this is the reason why I don't really felt good last night. They indeed celebrating their happiness over someone's sufferness.
Anyway, even though the wedding itself seems rush to be held, I just want my cousin happy with his new life. The things earlier, I might just imagining it. You two maybe deeply in love with each other. So, congratulations cousin! ;)