SPM DAH HABIS!

Haha, I can't even scream those words after my last paper because some of my friends are still not SPM-free. Tomorrow they'll be. Well, some of them. Time surely flies fast, eh? 9 days of suffering end in a blink of eye. How am doing in those horrendous days? That, I'll never talk about. Hey but you know what this mean? I can throw away my books, burn my uniform, rip off my notes oh and break up with Mr P and Mr AM. They surely torture me in both physically and mentally. LOL. This feeling. My dad kept telling me he can't believe I've finished high school. It felt like just yesterday he sent me to kindergarten. lol. Just my dad being emotional and dramatic on my last day wearing school uniform. I wonder if that thought still applied when I'm getting married later? Haa, you'll never know.

Watched Gossip Girl 6 and cursing when will the next episode will be coming out. Downloaded a lot of drama but still didn't get any mood to watch it. Later maybe. I need an outing. For like a month or so, I didn't go out. Like seriously. I need to do shopping or go out for movies. Anything. Like I said before, my life is bored as fuck. 

Oh btw, just before the exam my handphone was having its own mental breakdown, again which is not cool at all. All, I mean all of my contact number is missing! So, for my friends, it you come across this post or my blog, just text me please. I need to restore your number. Well, majority of you didn't know this blog existence, I'm sorry for not being in touch with you. I'll try to find another way to contact you though. I'm so sorry on behalf of my handphone. Remind me to get a brand new one.

Well now I need to get my beauty sleep, or not. Let see.

People once said that I'm able to adjust myself to a new environment quite fast and it's kind of an advantages to me. I said, no I did not and it actually really hard in every way. But yeah, people say based on what they saw and felt. *chuckles I think I keep my true self inside very well.
 
SPM is getting closer. But Addmath and Physics still playing rough on me. Just what can I do to let them 'befriend' with me? Ugh, getting worried each day because of them but still doing nothing. This is soo me-ish. Haha. I seriously should stop lazy-ing my ass around. This is serious matter. The fact that everyone think I could make them see straight line of A's in my result slip is kinda bothersome. Tch, people and their judging attitude towards me. Well, let's go to the basic of me. I'm not a genius. Rather than just kept on telling me I surely can get straight A's into my face, what about you pray for me to achieve those. Sounds fair? Well, it is to me.   

Found a nice and inspiring quote when watching To The Beautiful You. Now, now, who says watching korean drama will give you nothing?

Miracle is another name of hard work

지금까지는,

안녕히 가세요

*bows*

Okay, I seriously need to clean my room immediately. My room was totally in critical condition. Having almost three weeks exam, books and papers are everywhere. On my table, on my floor and even on my my bed. Arghh, why do I have to be so lazy? Can someone come and clean my room? *stares Okay that is stupid question.

School were having Sambutan Hari Guru. I actually planned not to come. But I did came anyway. Try to have fun with my friends, but after few minutes later it's gotten boring and everyone kept whining, asking why we are here instead hibernating at home. Yeahp, I only get 3-4 hours or so sleep a day for these past weeks. I felt like a zombie. My friends called me barbie just because I smelled like the doll's hair. Should I take it as compliment or should I be offended by it? You tell me. I never know the smell of barbie's hair. *shrugs Whatever.

Went to Putrajaya to watch U-Kiss performance. Rush to go there just to see Kevin was hugging some girls on stage. Blergh. Lucky girls. I was hoping to hold his hands. Just once will be fine. Really. His fingers were so intimidating. On second thought I might not let them go if I get the chance though. Haha, me and guy's beautiful fingers, again. Arrived there quite late so maybe I missed few songs. But I still got to see them performed Neverland, Everyday and Manmanhani. Everyone looked so beautiful. Kevin was totally gorgeous. He looked like a doll. Seriously. When Manmanhani was played, all the members walked along the stage. I was hoping Kevin would be on the left of the stage which I was there but he's not. AJ was there. At first I forgot his name. I kept mixing him with Hoon. He was standing there, looking at my way and smiling for a few minutes. I should have waved at him or something but I just stood there and smiling like a fool. Oh my brain. I actually watch the concert with my dad. That was so sweet of him, watching his daughter's first k-pop concert together. 사랑합니다!

Haa, my first concert with U-Kiss. ;)

Fuck, I'm not in a good mood right now.
Has anyone ever felt empty or missing something that you don't even know what the hell it is about, or is it just me?
*groan

 

김재중

He's not in my bias list.

He just have his own special place in my heart.

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY.

May God always bless you and JYJ

and I'll always keep the faith.

p/s: I missed YunJae. Hahaha. ;D